I'm been trying to think of new things to blog about, since I really want to continue doing so a few times a week. Nothing really came to mind except.....I wanna be a mom. I was hesitant to write about it, fearful that people would make comments like, "is that all she talks about?", "it'll happen when you least expect it", or my favorite..."once you adopt, you'll get pregnant!" Then I thought..."It's my blog and I'll write what I want!"
So here goes....I wanna be a mom! I can't wait for Ben to be a dad! I think what excites me most is the images I get of Ben being an amazing dad to his children. I can't explain how much I love him now...it's going to be intensified 10 fold. Then I think...If I love Ben this much, how much will I love my child? Do I have that much love to give? Those of you who are parents are going to tell me YES! I don't want you to tell me...I want to keep wondering and be surprised when it happens.
As I'm writing this I'm watching a T.V. show and the couple on T.V. have been trying to get pregnant for over a year, they've been prepping to do IVF and now they find out they're pregnant! The Dr. called it a miracle! WOWZA! A little reminder that miracles do happen. I think I'll keep asking!
You and Ben will be wonderful parents. You have alot of LOVE to go around. BELIEVE
ReplyDeleteblog it up! i love that you're wearing your heart on your sleeve...thanks for letting the world know what's going on in your life. no matter how hard it is. i'll be praying for you friend. for reals.
ReplyDeleteAud...I've been stalking your blog! You've got the cutest little man! How are you feeling preggers? I guess you've been busy since you got married? ;)
ReplyDeleteYou're right! Miracles do happen girl so keep on believin! Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel...it's all I could think about too...becoming a mom. I don't have any answers, except that God does provide. Don't lose hope, it will make it all that much sweeter when you do get pregnant!
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