Being in Haiti has not been easy! I knew going
in that it wouldn’t be, but I couldn’t comprehend
all the ways it would be taxing on me until I got
here. I don’t get to the end of the day and
lay down for bed and reflect on how the day was
hard. It hits me many times during the day
sometimes when I least expect it. My suburban
Kansas City life could never prepare me for the
constant need that surrounds me on a daily
basis here. I have been overwhelmed time and
again. This morning I wrote in my journal that I
was not sure what difference me being here made
in the big scheme of things. I mean really, how
significant is my time here when I am constantly
confronted with the unfairness of life and the
needs that are so evident. Am I really making a difference?
I was standing by the orphanage today and all at
once a Haitian man was standing next to me. He asked
my name and I gave it and I asked his and he said
that I already knew it. I really didn’t and I told him
so, but he insisted that I did. He thanked me for being
here and he said I was listening to God by being
here. He related to me how he came to the mission
as a young man for food and the mission ended
up giving him an education up through the university level.
He told me that this mission did alot and it was
so successful because the people running the
mission have listened to God. He welcomed me to his
country and told me he was glad I was here and
told me to come again and bring a big group of people.
To listen and obey God and come back and be here.
After listening to him I walked away encouraged.
The words of Christ rang loud and clear, my strength
is perfect in your weakness. When I hit the wall
over and over as I am spent spiritually and emotionally
Christ’s strength is made perfect.
I realized today it is not really all about what I have done today.
It really is all about hearing God and obeying. He said Haiti
and we said OK. I would offer the same encouragement
to anyone else who may wonder what God they are doing.
Obey Christ. If he calls you to go to Haiti go, if He calls you
to invite a homeless man at your local McDonald’s in for
a bite to eat, do it. Obey Christ. His strength will be made
perfect in your human weakness.
Ben Garber
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