Being in Haiti has not been easy! I knew going in that it wouldn’t be, but I couldn’t comprehend all the ways it would be taxing on me until I got here. I don’t get to the end of the day and lay down for bed and reflect on how the day was hard. It hits me many times during the day sometimes when I least expect it. My suburban Kansas City life could never prepare me for the constant need that surrounds me on a daily basis here. I have been overwhelmed time and again. This morning I wrote in my journal that I was not sure what difference me being here made in the big scheme of things. I mean really, how significant is my time here when I am constantly confronted with the unfairness of life and the needs that are so evident. Am I really making a difference? I was standing by the orphanage today and all at once a Haitian man was standing next to me. He asked my name and I gave it and I asked his and he said that I already knew it. I really didn’t and I told him so, but he insisted that I did. He thanked me for being here and he said I was listening to God by being here. He related to me how he came to the mission as a young man for food and the mission ended up giving him an education up through the university level. He told me that this mission did alot and it was so successful because the people running the mission have listened to God. He welcomed me to his country and told me he was glad I was here and told me to come again and bring a big group of people. To listen and obey God and come back and be here. After listening to him I walked away encouraged. The words of Christ rang loud and clear, my strength is perfect in your weakness. When I hit the wall over and over as I am spent spiritually and emotionally Christ’s strength is made perfect. I realized today it is not really all about what I have done today. It really is all about hearing God and obeying. He said Haiti and we said OK. I would offer the same encouragement to anyone else who may wonder what God they are doing. Obey Christ. If he calls you to go to Haiti go, if He calls you to invite a homeless man at your local McDonald’s in for a bite to eat, do it. Obey Christ. His strength will be made perfect in your human weakness. Ben Garber
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Home again
Well....we made it back to Olathe. It will take many posts to update everyone on our trip. We are taking a few days to process everything and then we will blog. I will leave you with this blog that Ben wrote and posted on the missions blog. We are glad to be home.....but can't wait to go back!
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